Yesterday was my 8 year anniversary of being clean. That's right, almost 253,000,000 million seconds ;) The phone calls and texts made me happy. Each conversation reminded me of how grateful I should be to the fellowship and how important constancy is to building relationships. I didn't hear from Panthea. I didn't expect her to call, but I thought I might get a text or an e-mail. I checked my e-mail until after midnight. I'm pretty sure that behavior like this is a bit unhealthy. I've written about our difficulties and how we're on two separate paths, but that doesn't stop me from wanting to know that the woman I love was thinking about me.
Chin up, kids. It's Christmas time... there is family, fun, and shellfish in my immediate future!
