PSALMS 34:8 - Taste and see that the LORD is good; blessed is the one who takes refuge in him.
It's not enough to see that recovery can work for others. We have to taste it for ourselves in order to have any chance of making any lasting change to who we are or to have a reason to stay clean. I'm sorry if you felt that I would judge you or that my lack of phone calls was a judgment. You didn't do anything that I haven't done at some point in my life. You deserved every ounce of energy that I had to give. It's my loss for not speaking to you everyday since January. I wish that I hadn't been so selfish, bro. I should have given back what was so freely given to me. I failed you in that way and I failed the most basic principle of my program.
I'll write more later...
