RIP Mom

Mom, you are loved. You're in our thoughts all the time. Michelle is getting married in April, I hosted all the holidays in my home, and Lisa has a petite German Shepherd. Although we know you're with us in spirit, we can't help but wish you were here in body as well. 

Last Christmas Dad gave us all photo albums of you. I keep mine on my coffee table. I have my favorite family photos on my refrigerator so I don't forget to smile. 

I decorated the inside of my house for Christmas with all the things from yours. I have lights all over the outside too :) It looks festive and you'd have loved it as much as I did. I have a real tree for the first time in my life and although Dad worried it would burn the house down I think I'll do it again next year as well.

There are times when I think about how my poor life choices robbed us both of the experiences mothers and sons usually get to share throughout a lifetime. I'm hopeful that you know I'm sorry for that. I promise not to repeat those things. 

I'm tearing up while typing this. Although today is the anniversary of your death I truly try to use this as an opportunity to remember your life. You gave everyone who knew you so much joy. I can't ever remember anyone ever mentioning you with anything but a smile on their face. 

Thank you, Mom. Thank you for the many examples you set. Thank you for the memories.

I love you, Mom.

Because she loved to dance. Make it really loud. Great song. Get up and shake that rump :)