I'm a dick?

We have no control over the challenges life gives us. What we can control is how we react to those challenges. At any point in time, we can change our attitude. The only thing that really changes in Narcotics Anonymous is us. The Twelve Steps give us the tools to move out of the problem and into the solution.

Yeah, that doesn't mean I'm never going to feel like shit though. How long I feel this way is up to me? Guess I'll find out. Experience has shown that it'll work out... regardless of what I want. Sniffz