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I'm about to lose my girlfriend. I don't know if that's the correct phrasing. We've been living together since July and as of last Friday she's now living with her Mom in another state. We haven't officially broken up yet, but each conversation seems to make matters worse. She's 14 years younger than me. Yes, it's a lot... I know that most people would probably believe that it was doomed from the start, but you're wrong. I've had a few long term relationships in my 34 years. They were good. They were loving and supportive for a time, but like most things they were imperfect and eventually fell apart. I still talk to my last ex, who I dated for almost 3 years, so I can't be too off the mark when knowing when a relationship has good qualities and possibilities. My current girlfriend is going to referred to as Mon Chaton. She's everything that I wanted in a woman. Smart, full of life, quick to laugh, sexy and strong. She's also young which makes her inexperienced when it comes to relationships of all types (she's an only child of divorced parents). This inexperience carries into our interactions and effects how our disagreements escalate. Let me say that I'm far from well adjusted, but at least I believe that I'm flawed... blegh... whine... more later