You may not realize it when it happens, but a kick in the teeth may be the best thing for you - Walt Disney
In 3 words I can sum up everything that I've learned about life: It goes on - Robert Frost
It's not up to you how you fall. It's up to you how far you let yourself fall and how long it takes you to get back up and stand on your two feet. - Sr. Tac Jeffrey Mitchell
They say that time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself - Andy Warhol
Monday, November 18, 2013
Thursday, September 5, 2013
I can't keep it up
... not that way, silly rabbit.
My spirits... I can't seem to keep them up. I feel overwhelmed a lot. It's like I'm either on vacation or I've got the weight of the world on my shoulders. My entire existence involves multi-tasking. I'm not exaggerating. My day is full of different tasks that pull me in various directions. I'm thrilled to ever finish anything to my satisfaction because there always seems to be more to do... additional things that get stacked on. I know it can't be this way forever... eventually I'm either going to finish enough stuff to relax (professionally, personally, emotionally) or I'm going to go on a rampage and wind up institutionalized for a few years of forced down time.
When you do more, you're capable of doing more. Is this a vicious circle or does it all even out eventually? I'm getting old. Have I started to late? Did I waste all the energy of my youth finding ways and means to get more or am I doing that now? Did I take the wrong fork in the road somewhere that I'm not aware of? I really don't think so. I've caught a cold. I'm stuffy and I'm whining. There was a time when I couldn't do or handle anything. I was so fragile that I broke at the slightest resistance. I have you and I have God to help me. Please don't let me fall.
Thanks for letting me share.
My spirits... I can't seem to keep them up. I feel overwhelmed a lot. It's like I'm either on vacation or I've got the weight of the world on my shoulders. My entire existence involves multi-tasking. I'm not exaggerating. My day is full of different tasks that pull me in various directions. I'm thrilled to ever finish anything to my satisfaction because there always seems to be more to do... additional things that get stacked on. I know it can't be this way forever... eventually I'm either going to finish enough stuff to relax (professionally, personally, emotionally) or I'm going to go on a rampage and wind up institutionalized for a few years of forced down time.
When you do more, you're capable of doing more. Is this a vicious circle or does it all even out eventually? I'm getting old. Have I started to late? Did I waste all the energy of my youth finding ways and means to get more or am I doing that now? Did I take the wrong fork in the road somewhere that I'm not aware of? I really don't think so. I've caught a cold. I'm stuffy and I'm whining. There was a time when I couldn't do or handle anything. I was so fragile that I broke at the slightest resistance. I have you and I have God to help me. Please don't let me fall.
Thanks for letting me share.
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