I feel disconnected from God these past few weeks. I know it's not about thunderbolts and whirlwinds to show His presence. Getting a hug from Panthea should be proof enough that there is a higher power at work in my life, but it's not that I need God to do things for me... it's that I need to know Him and feel that He knows me. I used to have a dialogue with God. I used to feel his love and was able to carry on regardless of my circumstances. Now I feel the need to prove something or be someone in particular and that leaves me uncomfortable... I guess in the end I feel as though I fall short... which hurts. I hate feeling less than anyone or anything. Sigh. I need more hugs!
Thanks to everyone who reads this crazy bunch of crap that I throw together here and there. 900+ total views over the last 2 months. Thanks guys. Too bad I curse and shit or this could make me some $$. Shake your money maker, bitches.
