This kid looks like I felt this morning. I was pouting the entire time while getting ready. It's not that I don't want to go to work... it's just that I'd much rather make use of my day by sleeping through it ;)
Sometimes funny while tragically self indulgent at others these are my experiences and thoughts about my personal life and recovery. Come on in. Relax and enjoy the show.
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
Friday, November 11, 2011
I don't feel alone
This makes me feel good. Although I don't know if I'm the robot or the guy in the blue shirt. Since he appears to have a shaved head (BALD!) I'm going to guess that one is me. I haven't felt lonely in a long time, but that doesn't mean that I don't long for a certain person's companionship. I miss Panthea at various times of the day on the daily. There are times that I miss Eddie or my parents. It's odd because I'm usually surrounded by people (work and meetings) and relish the time I have to myself when I go home at night. These thoughts creep in unexpectedly. I guess it's when I'm reminded of these people that it occurs to me how much I miss spending time with them, talking, or being snaughty. I pray everyday now and it has helped me find a peace that hasn't existed in awhile. I'm more centered which allows me to focus on external matters with less effort. Maybe this is what creates the space in my brain to remember how little time I get to spend with the people I care about the most. I'm going to try to change my availability through the holiday season starting tonight.
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Tuesday, November 8, 2011
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